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Monday, December 1, 2008

Its December Sey!!!

isnt that pretty fast???i mean without realising its already december...and in another 30 days...it will be New Year,2009!!!gosh....

and yet i havent even finish my 5 projects!!!deng!!3 started on...2 havent even start,not even touch on....cool or wat??!!and not forgetting the TESTS n ICAs...i do have a feeling that my grade will be going down...haha...i mean,if i dont even study for dem n go into a test with almost abit to nothing info on my head,how can i possibly manage to pass...isnt it...???hehe...

been very lost and dreaming lately...i dont even take note of test date or hmwk at times...n had to depend on my clazmates for doz info...a bad clazmate arent i??menyusahkan org je aku ni...sori ye...(esp to arina who bcome my No 1 informer and reminder on such things)...i dont know wats happening to me..juz lose dat interest...even in theory..though i like theory and used to score on it but den nowadays its quite difficult to store info on this,what seemingly, STM brain of mine...tsk tsk....

other than schwork,theres still dat CCA for me to think of...PUBLICITY...sometimes i juz wonder why dey chose me to help in LA PUBLICITY...id rather do something that got nothing to do with communication w outsiders(have to ask shop owners for quotes and possibly ask for a discount???have to ask ppl for email...Im a SHY person u know...haha...like real...)...for example PROPS where u can just do dem with ppl whom obviously u know in the cca...not onli that,my design totally sux...as in im juz not suitable for such formal thingy but more of kids2 stuff..haha...but im glad my publicity mates(suhana,fik n dzik) are nice and cooperative ppl and no more miscommunication ever since...i shall not state it here...well,i guess i juz had to finish up diz publicity stuffs w d rez and den i will have one less thing to worry on...

besides publicity,ive yet to be in character...for both budak2 n makcik2 scene...budak2..a scene where i have to be CUTE(of which when i check in the dictionary,it has a meaning of ugly but adorable)...so yes i have to be BURUK(ugly)!!! like someone said himself,BIAR BURUK...TAPI NANTI ORG MESTI SUKE...LAGI BURUK LAGI BAGUS...(tell this to someone who u know very well,and see whether she will want to be buruk or not :D) but den thinking twice, i already am BURUK...so does it mean i have to be more BURUK???haha....yeah yeah...furthermore im big size with fat body so it does help to add up to my burukness,isnt it???make use of my size to be cute(i know i know im the only female in MCG thats of big size...MOK indeed..)...cool huh?VERY...

for makcik2,another character that i kinda expect myself to be placed in somehow,not bcoz i want it but i tink dats how ppl myt see me as...a 'stereotype' maybe???haha...oh well,i am a makcik to my nephew n nieces,so why not ryt???i dont mind being a makcik...but a kaypo makcik???thats a hard one...seriously...Me n Kaypo dont go well together...if im a kaypo,i moz probably have talk and ask more to ppl than what im doing now...ahakz...but hey,lets say i take it as a challenge...dont blame me if i myt be more kaypo nowadays..haha...and yes my size does play a part in this scene too...'ade hantu badan besar mcm kak ton ke'...lol...its a good thing its juz an acting...if not i will surely cekik2 to whoever dat said dat to me...hehehe..juz kidding ah...dont worry...i may b a fan of wrestling but im not into hurting ppl like how undertaker did to his opponent...CHOKESLAM(or is this kane's special move??ive forgotten..hehe)!!!

so yeah can somebody remind me to be more buruk n kaypo pls..coz yes i always forgot about it wen im acting...afterall,i like to act(gitu2 aje) but i dont like to perform same as dancing..hehe...so pls forget about me being in d grp of dancing dat FINALE item,can???i juz want to be the extra2..no dancing pls...its enuf with the budak2 scene terkedek-kedek and d makcik2 scene w d props...thanks ya..i still have to think of what to wear for doz 2 scenes n moz prob in the finale scene too..retro??where am i gona get the baju retro for all dat??n i dont wana wear skirt pls...hee...and so i guess dats all for cca part...

apart from all doz above,i really2 need to save lots of $$...for the possibly trip to Genting w the Getah members(syirah said to save about $300)...firstly $$ to make the passport first(i think it cost ard $70 to make one)..haha...No Passport,No Genting!!!i also have to save $$ if i want to have all doz wishes of mine to come true on d mth of May next yr(possibly ard $500 unless theres some nice souls out there who wants to make doz wishes of mine come true and plan to sponsor me..haha..dream on...) that is for the future plans but for the coming needs,i need $$ to pay for PS shirt($10) and also MCG shirt(ard $15 maybe??)...oh yes,i do need a sandal($40??) too,to wear to school..im tired of wearing doz shoes almoz everyday...oh and to get at least another blouse and pants for formal presentations($60??)...

total of all diz are around 300+70+500+10+15+40+60=$995..lets round up to $1000...gosh.. thats sure lots of $$ to save in say 5 months..dat means ard $200 a mth...but den i only have $100 a mth for my allowance...where to get the another $100 from??and even if i were to save $100 a mth,does that mean,i have to starve in sch???WOW...5 mths w/o eating in sch...i will surely become more obese...why??coz i dont eat from morning to afternoon,and so i end up feeling starved which results me in eating alot late at night once i reached home...AHAKZ...so the conclusion is,id better start find a part-time job or something...like seriously...coz i know if i dont,my wishes wont come true during May coz i dont tink i can depend on anyone for it...maybe onli abit of help from my siblings..but i do want to make doz wish come true out of my own savings rather than from anyones $,onli den i will feel a sense of accomplishment... or maybe its time for me to call my GEREK GANG(consist of org minyak,oceans twelve,black magic magician n etc)...time to rob another place!!!haha..kk..im talking crap...onli a few or mayb one(Rya shld knw abt this..haha..amcm rya??nk join??lol...) will understand wat im crapping abt...haha...

enough said,i think im going to continue my work..this is a very long sidetrack from wat im supposed to do...and as usual..pukul 3 pagi...tidurlah syg...haha..mcm paham..keje skola blom habis nk tido...kene smack jugak aku nanti...lol...ok den...its time to say goodbye...oh before that i realised that my post is from a very short paragraph den increasing to longer n longer paragraph..haha...and another little sidetrack...I MISS MY ECs n GB esp AUDI n ALI!!!hehe...

a song for dem...
dh lama tk berjumpa,
rindu rasa hati,
inginku bertemu denganmu...

k,dats so not me!possibly my hormones are acting up again...playing swings at the playgound huh??

...Updated Lah Sey...

.:WaNiZ:.

*this is a post of mood swing..so i guess,theres that tinge of 'happiness' in me..sori yeah...but watever it is,i do like u ppl...:)

posted at 12/01/2008 01:27:00 AM