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Sunday, December 16, 2007

Demoralized???

Itz amazing how one person feeling demoralised can make another person feeling very much demoralised too...rmb once wen i post abt girls who r much more smaller than me saying that they r fat...it has happen again,but this time round,its someone else...and trust me,she feeling demoralized over wat a guy told her,has also affect me in a way...but girl,let me tell u diz...wat u have gone thru,i may not have gone thru...but yeah,ive been demoralised by guys too(esp that Y) who said im fat...i felt hurt...deep down...though i very well realised that yes,I AM FAT...OBESE even...but it didnt make me want to be thin bcoz of dem,bcoz of what dey say...instead i maintain the way i am...n u know why???thats bcoz i wana know which guy will look at girls for their heart instead of their appearance...itz not that i do not want to be thin/slim...but whats the guarantee that if u r thin,the guy will remain w u...coz as long as the guy could not accept u for who u r,be it u r thin or fat,ugly or beautiful...things will remain the same...the words 'i dont like u bcoz u r fat' r juz stupid lame excuses for some ppl to use,to get out of a relationship that they no longer felt for...itz juz the same w ppl who says that their partners are ugly though we very well know that their partners are one of d beautiful ppl around...girl,u r already pretty the way u r...so pls stop demoralising urself that u r fat..pls..for my sake at least...juz be ureself n wait for the right guy to come who will love u for u who r and will accept u for everything,ur strengths and ur flaws...n u will be happy...and if den u decide to change urself abit more better for such a guy,its lots more worth than now u change for someone who is juz trying to make u feel bad...i have this thinking that u will feel a much more sense of accomplishment if u change for the person who loves u then to change for someone who does not appreciate u...let that person see that u can be happy with the way u r now...coz if u listen to his words,it means that he have 'win' this war and u r actually 'surrendering' to his words...one who loves u will encourage u to lose weight and even help u go through that journey...not juz say,u r fat and den leave u all alone...torturing urself for this type of ppl will onli hurt u more...coz they dont care abt u...they r juz thinking of demselves...and so i shall end this post here...btw gal,im very3 sorry if this post hurts ur feeling...its juz that i juz could not say it to u personally,not when u r feeling at the most bottom part of ur life...i wish i could juz feel unbothered by it coz i can understand y u r like this now...but then its hard not to bother,not when im the only biggest girl around in the whole CCA.if a girl who wears size M says that she is Fat...what more w me...who have to wear XL or even XXL,who is twice ur size,twice ur weight...oh well,i guess i have to be proud that im NOT FAT like u,but juz OBESE then...

...Feeling Demoralised Too...

.:ObEsE WaNiZ:.

posted at 12/16/2007 05:05:00 AM