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Sunday, November 11, 2007

Motivated Me

Yesterday was a day wen someone managed to make me feel abit more confident of myself...though initially he was juz a stranger...but by the end of d day,im sure each of us who went for the audition learnt something from him...

Though i did not try out for the audition but somehow he managed to convince me to go right up to his set..that few steps...juz to be in front of the camera and face it...and did i make it there??oh yes i do...though itz not the same as the rez,for which they had to say the lines that were given to dem..i had onli to say out my ERAya script...i had wanted to try out the given script but im juz not sure if i could do it...for i know that im there juz to see how auditions are being held and how it goes abt...ive always been interested to know abt belakang tabir of filming stuff...the lighting,the way the director say "camera rolling"..and the cameraman say "rolling" after which the director will say "Action!" followed by ppl acting and finally "Cut!"...itz juz a great first experience yesterday...like finally i managed to see how diz ppl do their stuffs...

There's alot of lessons to be learnt yesterday...1)One should be confident in doing what they want den can onli ppl be confident of the person...2)That the eye tells the feeling of the soul and that eyes can never lie..coz thats where u see the truth...3)To be a good actor/actress,u should be able to understand the script and believe in and know what u r trying to convey to the audience so that ,the audience,will get to feel and also believe in what the 'watak' is trying to convey...4)Ur face expression after the laz moment of a script is the selling point of which audience will be able to see whether u had manage to bring out the supposingly potrayal of the character...5)Do something that u love coz onli den u will feel the great sense of accomplishment in life...i guess theres alot more that i learnt frm him,Mr Bromo..(is that correct??)...but i couldnt rmb much for now...But i can say that he did motivate and inspired me in such a short time that i know him...Thank You...and i realli hope i can work w u one day..even as an extra in ur film or watsoever...Itz realli nice to meet u...

Well,one thing that im sure of after i leave his place,is that with what i learnt from him yesterday,i hope i will be able to use it for this upcoming production...i have to believe that i am Melati,that im a girlfren of Abu,that im a mother of 4 kids,and that i have grandchildren too...i have to act the watak not juz memorising and saying out the script...i have to feel the character...and im sure i will be able to shine on that day and make doz ppl who had believe in me to be proud of me...Ppl like Jannah,Khai S,Aameer who had at first believe and put the faith in me and thus gave me that chance to be able to be the main role....Ppl like Fadhil,Hash,Azu,Tiqah,Ros,Liyana Baby,Rau,Syamim,Wirna and few others who encourage me and convince me that i will do well on the day...Thank You all so much...I appreciate it though i admit that at times wen im feeling down,i juz felt like i wont be able to make it...but i guess all of u will be there behind my back,wont u??Lets all do our bez...And for now though im nervous but im really looking forward for it...the day i become Melati on stage...The day wen ppl will see me act...and i really hope i wont disappoint doz who came for the production...coz,i'm not sure if i will ever have the same chance again...im thankful and grateful to HIM for this opportunity..Alhamdulillah...InsyaAllah,i will give my 110% effort,energy,and strength on that day...So that few years down the road,i can look back and feel proud of it and never to feel regret...

Once again,i will like to say Alhamdulillah to HIM for giving me that opportunity yesterday to meet someone like Mr Bromo...Maybe it was HIS way to make me feel confident of myself,HIS way to help me,HIS servant,to feel encouraged once again...and that it was HIM who had sent Mr Bromo and the rez to make me see the light at the end of the tunnel...For He Is The Most Knowing And He Is The Most Passionate towards His Servants...Terima Kasih Ya Allah...

Insya Allah...For I Know And I Believe That I Can Do IT...For Me,For Dem,For All Doz Who Cared...

...Motivated And Inspired Melati...

.:WaNiZ:.

p.s.I wana say thanks to rya and her parents for sending us there to the audition place yesterday....Thnks Gal...And all doz who were there yesterday ,The "Director",The "Producer",The "Actress",The "Music Composer",The "Psychologist",The "Miss Uniform" and The "Teacher" ,each of u did well...i know u all had tried ur bez... =D

posted at 11/11/2007 03:23:00 PM