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Friday, October 26, 2007

It was OK lah...

Quite a number of ppl say that the combined training was a bit more better than laz mon...itz actualli amazing to me how i can be better today wen initially i wasnt feeling energised at all...aku dh ngantok lah kan..kene sampok dgn hantu tidor..ahakz...

but somehow it was better..maybe bcoz 1.there was less ppl,2.EAE was there onli for like a third of the training after which he go somewhere,i cant even be bothered...ahakz...3.the alumnis wasnt there too..hehe...and somehow i got that feeling of "Aku Boleh"..haha..padahal smlmnye aku tgh feel down giler psl bende ni....yg aku tk leh make it ni sume...but den im still worried and nervous lah...coz there were 'extra scene' and somehow there seem to be more spontaneous talking den usual which im rather weak at...ahakz...

im juz so blur wen it comes to part of the scene where i had no lines...coz i will be thinking wat the hell m i gona do after this..my actions all doz stuff..coz obviously i cant be like a tunggul and sit there like budak belo ryt..haha..i need more pointers frm ppl coz i know that spontaneous act are juz not my thing...i oso think that todays training was better coz jannah did show me how to act as melati for the 60's which im grateful for...coz i know that all i need is someone to show me how to act and after which i will do my acting based on the person's guide...itz easier that way for me...

though the training was like berserak and unbalance...i don deny that it was much better even though not all d casts n dancers were there...i esp like the part of Hari Ini Hari Raye song..haha...Azu and Ros look soo cute while trying to dance...mcm jealous plak aku ni..haha...takpe2..lain kali boleh...hehehe...in fact i wished that i could dance all the songs w the tarian girls..but like i mentioned before..tak yah lah..buat malu aku je nanti...tgk lah kan mcm mane...kalau 2nd year aku dh lose weight ker...mungkin aku join tarian skali...aku pun nk join kompang atau dikir ah eh kalau ade pmpn punye..mcm fun gitu walaupun tangan boleh naik sakit pukul tu kompang...hehe..kk..back to the training..it was one filled w laughter at some points...lolz..bez jgk ah walaupun aku tgh penat gilernye...

debriefing was less tension than wat i felt like laz mon coz he wasnt there..hehehe...kk,not onli bcoz of him lah but bcoz i felt that i know that i had improved a bit and not as lifeless like laz week..but i think i seriously need more drama training by itself instead of combine to make it really smooth,have all doz voice warmup training first b4 starting the practice coz i know that now mcm susah gitu nk kluar suare kuat...i think im gona terlelap anytime soon..so b4 that,u ppl take care ya...signin off first...cont nx tym...

Feeling a bit better,
.:WaNiZ:.

posted at 10/26/2007 11:51:00 PM