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Thursday, October 11, 2007

Dreams

Have u ever wondered how dreams can be scary at times...ooh sorry...that means its no longer a dream but a nightmare..haha...im one of doz ppl who will somehow have dreams..and having dreams/nightmare do affect ur sleep/life...coz 1.wen u woke up,u feel that u had not been sleeping at all coz somehow u were 'awake' in the dreams...2.and wen dis happen,u juz felt like going back to sleep again but u know that u cant coz u have to go to school or something...3.which will then cause u to be sleepy for the rez of the day and not able to concentrate coz of the 'lack' of 'real' sleep,what i meant is sleep that is not disturbed by any dreams...juz a pure sleeping...

Well,i had been having alot of dreams lately...weird,funny,unsangkerable dreams...been having dreams about the ppl in PS again..and somehow AE is always there in my dreams..isnt that weird...why AE??I seldom talk to him...someone whom im SOO not close with..but then there he was almoz in every dream,he exist...and sometimes itz onli him alone of all the PS ppl to appear in my dream...haha...funny...and definitely weird...ppl in PS that appeared in my dream b4...Elfi, Aameer, Fadhil, kHai, Khaiman, Wirna, Jannah, Syamim, Liyana Baby, An, Fatin, Azu, Hash and of course AE...the rez i don remember well if i had dream about them or not...haha..and thats alot of ppl yeah...got once i even dreamt of the whole Dikir Barat guys performing...though their faces are not clear..haha...everytime i woke up from the dreams,i start to laugh..haha..i mean the dreams are juz so wild at times...

And the most recent one which was laz sun night was the moz merepek one too...waka...i dreamt that AE and one of my ITE fren 'Lala' was going to get married...Surprise2...haha..but watz more wild is that I and some of my family members had to become 'kendarat'/helpers for AE's wedding day..and he was like instructing us wat to do all doz stuffs...thats SOO not gonna happen in real life,man....no offence to AE..he's a nice guy,i dont deny it..but the way it is now btwn him n me...we are SOO not 'sebulu'...or 'kamching' or watsoever lah ah...we don even talk to each other unless there's a need to...

But all d dreams abt PS so far are ok..as in not scary..wats scary is wen i dream about ghost all diz stuffs..how i got chased by ghost and sometimes i myself bcome the ghost...haha...i had even dreamt of a tsunami once...that really frighten me out...coz wen i think back of the dream...i realize that im not ready for death yet and that i've alot of sins...Ya Allah,ya Tuhanku...Maafkanlah segala dosa hambamu ini...and another thing that i keep dreaming is flying...1.that somehow i can fly on things,2. i know that i can fly but i juz cant fly,like being stuck on the ground or 3.wen i fly,i have difficulty in direction..u know it makes me feel like im on a Harry Potter movie where im part of the quidditch game...where i had little or less control of the thing that i was flying on...i wonder wat does all dis flying dreams mean??does anyone know??pls tell me...

Sometimes i wish i could juz have my sleep peacefully w/o any dreams or nightmare to accompany..but i know that its out of my control..unless someone can tell me how to manage my mind while sleeping..i guess i have to bear w all diz dreams...but i think diz dreams can be a sort of entertainment too..ahakz...

till next time then abt my dreams...gona sleep..i wonder if i gona dream later..ahakz...

aites den,good morning ppl..have a sweet dream...hehe...

Queen Of Dreams...

.:WaNiZ:.

p.s.Worst of dream...wen i dream that i fell down from a building and that i really felt the impact of hitting the ground and after that i suddenly woke up,i thought that i had been sleeping on bed and that i had fell off the bed but shockingly,i had been on the floor sleeping(there was no bed in my room) yet it juz felt so real...

posted at 10/11/2007 05:51:00 AM