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Saturday, September 15, 2007

The Question(Part 2)-The Counting Down of Decision Making...

haloz ppl...how r u all??for my muslim fwens...Selamat Menjalani Ibadah Puasa...tinggal lagi 27 hari..tak lame lagi raye..yeah yeah...

training for raye production has started laz mon....itz kinda fast,i mean i felt like its juz yesterday that we finished the Layar Andayu 2007 Production...and now we were preparing for the next production...laz mon wasnt really training...juz writing down dates of the training and other mcg outing...came late coz i went for blood tests...the moment i enter,all shout my name..ahakz..i felt weird..yeah...that day,they oso celebrate the sept babies...Naq,Mim & Rya...Happy Birthday U 3...after the cake-cutting ceremony...they kena saboed...lolz...after that we all plan wat to bring for buka for the coming training ..im suppose to bring sandwich...but im wondering what sandwich???egg,tuna or chicken???lolz..i guess i will do egg...easiest...

the starting for this production also means countdown of the decision making abt the question....its time for me to feel much more comfortable w dem...to feel that im part of dem...part of Pusaka Seni...part of Andayu...if that doesnt happen...i guess its time for me to leave...i mean its hard staying in a cca group wen all u feel wen u r around dem is that of stranger and excluded....itz not that i dont like dem....i do...but juz like i had explained in the previous blog regarding this matter..i juz dont feel like myself ard dem....

i guess i have to give myself another chance to be in the group...that means about 2 months and 1 day from now...as the day of production is on 16 Nov(tentative)..hmm...i realli hope things will change...i mean the way i feel wen im w dem..it has to somehow...coz dey r a great bunch of ppl to hang out with its juz that i dont know whats wrong w me...i dont usually take a long time to warm up to ppl though i don realli talk much...but yeah...itz juz not the way its supposed to be now...2 months wani..2 months....

hmm..i guess thats all for now..btw sorri i didnt continue abt the bbq pit,im very lazy to write abt it as it seriously gona b very long if i wrote abt it but lets juz say that,that day i do realli feel like a stranger among dem..i juz dont feel good there...However i wana say THANKS to Fadhil...nice bbq,nice food...;D

in dilemma....
should i leave??
.:WaNiZ:.

posted at 9/15/2007 08:17:00 PM