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Thursday, September 20, 2007

I dreamt I quit...

It was one of d days this week that i had a dream again about PS...itz not my first time...i think it is my 6th or 7th time already....my dream is generally very long but i will juz cut it short...i dreamt that fadhil ask all d junior batch if they are going to stay or quit PS after the performance(i wouldnt want to tell wat the performance is..juz know that it had nothing to do w drama at all..haha..hash should know wat im talking abt..hush hush hash...ahakz)..and so everyone said no...wen it was my turn...i was hesitating....i didnt say it straightaway..i juz kept quiet and fadhil didnt want to pursue on the qn...i think he knows what i was thinking....and so i was wondering if i should really make that decision...and juz wen fadhil was about to talk to some elderly(it was a dream,so i dont know how doz elderly get inside..)...i told fadhil my answer...i said to him,"i want to q-u-i-t"...his face was kinda angry and he asked me to say the word instead of spelling it...and so i told him again.."i want to quit"...he immediately took the list of PS members names and start searching for my name...thats when i suddenly thought that it was not a good decision after all...i start to tell fadhil,"wait..wait"...but he took no notice of me...i guess he was disappointed??i dont know...itz juz a dream...and so when he found my name...he cancelled it off and straightaway talk back to the elderly without even talking to me...i walked away..feeling sad...but then suddenly somehow i felt relieved that it is all over and i no longer have to think abt my decision...i guess wats done is done...wen i walked away,aameer asked me why did i quit...i told him that i will quit onli for a short while and that i will join back wen im going to be in year 2..and he replied,"make sure u do"...ahakz...and after that the dream stop there...i woke up...

if dreams are 'signs' of wats going to be in reality...should i really take this dream as a hint for my decisions??hash said that wat happen in dreams are juz dreams and i should not take it seriously..wat happen in dreams does not necessarily come true..well,lets juz wait...after raya production..that when my decision will be made...quit or not...onli time will tell...

.:WaNiZ:.

p.s. maybe i had been thinking so much about this matter that it starts to enter my dream...haha...

posted at 9/20/2007 08:40:00 PM